Update on life: Struggling out of lack of self-motivation

It's probably been a month since the day of my lowest spirit began. I don't know why, I don't know how..all I know is that the feeling screwed me up. I've almost dropped a potential project that could filled up my piggy bank, I got intimidated by another local community magazine blog and I almost gave my own up, I get jealous because my ex is already seeing someone new, my dinner apetite has been overwhelming lately, I barely hangout and have fun with my friends, I'm not in the mood for planning my future career...oh wtf! I'm currently not comfortable in my own skin and it messed up my mind lately.